Rorto's theme song

by **|]_/-\_|\|** Sun Aug 29, 2010 7:36 am

Release me!
(His unwanted immortality)

No remnants were ever found of it
Killing the heart while with every fake smile
(His evil smile he almost always has, and how he relentlessly kills)
Though no evidence was ever found
But went away completely
I tried to welcome the unholy sound of it
Another day gone, another night's dawn
Dark forces pull me underground
(His extreme rage, anger, hatred and sorrow drowning out all other emotions)
They never went away completely
(His emotions again)

How can I feel this empty?
(He has no heart any more)
I will not recover this time
This loneliness is killing me
(His family taken away from him)

Will I ever know peace of mind again?
(Remembering when he was a regular human being)
I don't believe it, I can't achieve it
I think it all is just another sign
It never went away completely

Terror is coursing in me
(His emotions)
Dreading the final moments
When I have to be
To feel you die, in asylum
I live a lie
Don't you know I'm in love with you
(Speaking to his dead wife)
And I wasn't ready for asylum
Relive a lie
To let go, now it's driving me into your grave
(His wish to end his own life, yet he cannot)
Your asylum, forget the lie
Overcome by the feeling that
I won't get to join you in time
(His immortality so he cannot join his dead family)
And the loneliness is killing me
(His kids and wife not being around ever again drives his emotions deeper)

Dead images are all around again
(Remembering how he last saw his dead family)
They're right behind me they're gonna find me
Judgment from the immortal sin
(How the gods rejected him)
That has enveloped me completely

I know I'll never know a peaceful mind again
Afraid they'll hear me, they don't fear me
Punishment from the immoral crime
The debt was never paid completely

Terror is coursing in me
(Mentioning his only emotions left)
Dreading the final moments when I have to be
To feel you die, in asylum
I live a lie
Don't you know I'm in love with you
And I wasn't ready for asylum
Relive a lie
To let go, now it's driving me into your grave
Your asylum, forget the lie
Overcome by the feeling that
I won't get to join you in time
And the loneliness is killing me

In the end there will be no suffering [more suffering]
(He swore to rid his life of suffering, but it may never happen. This adds to the amount of false hope building up inside him)
In the end you will find out everything [not anything]
In the end you may question your beliefs [what belief?]
In the end you will realize finally how you are saved
(Talking to his family and saying they’re better off dead)

This has gone on too long (too long)
(He has existed for over 2000 years)
No more demonic dreams
Destroyer come to light
(His hope for someone to end his life once and for all)
Because the memory is killing me
(The memories he has only drive his emotions deeper)

In asylum, I live a lie
I let go now it's driving me into your grave
Your asylum, relive the lie
Overcome by the feeling that I won't get to join you in time
This world is not fulfilling me
(What the world has done to him, and how nobody can seem to help him)

Don't want to live in asylum, I live a lie
Don’t want to live in asylum, I live a lie
Don’t want to live in asylum, I live a lie

(Note: Many people would think of an asylum as a mental house like in the video. There is actually another meaning, which basically is a safe place, a haven. You figure out what the song’s trying to say, it’s a very dark one.

As for the video, think of the person in the straight jacket as Rorto's freedom, happiness, whatever no longer exists, and the two that keep chasing after him as his four emotions that burn strong. You figure out the meaning.)